Is it normal that I only feel like writing when I really need to be sleeping? Or is it just me? I don’t know, but tonight my brain won’t shut off.
Just in case anyone wanted to know.. YES, John and I made it safely to South Carolina. Who knows how long we will stay, but we made it here and we are getting settled in for the short haul. So far, it has been really good. Not much has happened though. Mostly, because I’m broke, AF! We all know everything costs money and to be honest… Getting here took all I had. The only saving grace I’ve got is that I’m staying with a friend and her very awesome family! They really are a great bunch, so no complaints there.
I’m back at work… And you know Work is work. It’s not good or bad… It’s just a job. I’ve fought to keep this job, but I don’t enjoy it. I’d rather be doing anything else, but be at work… but I suspect that’s just about everyone on the planet. Someone needs to pay for all this life I’m supposed to be living, right?
On a semi-related note: I’ve started many many blogs. I’ve never been able to follow through. There are a lot of reasons. Most of them have to do with feeling unimportant. I mean let’s face it, I’m a nobody.. and who the hell cares about what I have to say about life, love or the pursuit of happiness? I’ve decided that I can’t let that stop me though. So this blog is for ME. I think I’m kinda having a mid-life crisis and if I live through the last half of my life… I want to be able to look back and remember how young and dumb I really was.
Well, I have surprise MANDATORY overtime at work in the morning… So, I suppose I should try to sleep.